New birth certificate? Maybe next week......
Maybe Tuesday only because Monday is ANOTHER holiday. Maybe not. Sometimes they will give out info the day after a holiday. Why, I don't know b/c we know that no one worked.
Maybe Wednesday. Oh wait, not happening Wednesday b/c they don't give out update info on Wednesday.
Maybe Thursday - hopefully Thursday but not holding my breath b/c even though that's the day they release info, who knows if they'll get to our file by then.
Maybe Friday but probably not because they don't do any of that stuff on Friday, only issue some something else on Friday's.
Sooo, we wait. Another week.
Lord, I am trying so hard to trust you. I am trying to remain faithful. I am trying to keep my eyes on you and remember thta you have a plan. That all of this was known to you before I was even born. It's so hard to see this drag on and on. I have confessed my frustration and my aggrevations. I have begged, pleaded and prayed for my daughter to come home. I love you and trust you Lord but my resolve is weak and my heart is breaking. Please Father, hear my cry and my prayers. I just want my daughter home. I need my life back. I want your will to be done but my "humanness" is completely in the way. Give me peace, Lord, give me peace.
Amen
5 comments:
How much more are they going to put you guys through...this is just f'in(sorry bamamom if you are reading)nuts! WTF!!!! I am so sorry Kristi~I know this totally let the wind out of your sail today! Hugs to you!
Cheryl
Peace, I'm so sorry. Two years, or close to it, its unthinkable. Keep it together, hang in there.
Linda
I'm so sorry. Hang in there, it unthinkable, almost two years of this, its alot to handle and for some reason, its tougher after you are out of PGN, it will happen, she will come home.
Linda
My heart is breaking right now for you. I know how hard it is to wait for answers that just don't seem to come. But God is faithful and He is not surprised by all of this. He will deliver Sydney to you. Hang in there and keep up your INCREDIBLE faith.
Still here praying for you and your family often. -T
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