Monday, May 5, 2008

Having a rough day

Ya know, as thrilled as I am about all these babies coming home, I am just so frustrated...AGAIN! I have received updates from SEVEN families who went into PGN *AFTER* us that have had their kids come home SINCE February! SEVEN YA'LL!!! And we are still with reviewer #1 - since March 31 on our FOURTH resubmit. We have been in and out of PGN since SEPTEMBER 2007. I honestly don't hold any hope we'll get approval this time around. I feel there is another KO on the horizon.
I am so numb about all this. I feel absolutely NO EMOTION what-so-ever when I hear about PGN procedural updates. No excitement, no sadness, Nothing but confusion and emptiness. Wondering why we can't just get our kids home. There have been NO NEW cases since January 1st. NONE!!! Why are all of our files still sitting idley by, waiting for someone to make a decision about getting these kids home! Where they belong!
I just want my life back with all 3 of my kids under the same roof. Is that REALLY too much to ask?

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

No, it is not too much to ask!!! WE are all asking and praying for the same thing. All of these PGN babies need to be home NOW!!!!

Kim said...

I totally feel how you feel, but we HAVE TO keep the faith. Our little girls belong with us and they both will come home. Hopefully very soon!

Unknown said...

It's NOT too much to ask. Just remember, it will happen...just obviously not as soon as you want it to.
The entire proces is just maddening...and you are in our thoughts until Sydney finally comes home.

Kris and family
http://ourjourneytocaleb.blogspot.com