As if things weren't bad enough -

I started having trouble with my neck and arm, so I went to the chiro this morning. It was so inflamed that he couldn't really do anything, so he sent me home for the day with instructions to elevate it and take my rx strength naproxen. Four hours later, it still hurt just as bad so I called our GP. He thinks it's a pinched nerve. Could be a bulging disc. I'm on MEGA steroids and on pain meds to see if that works to control it. After 10 days if it's not better, we'll have to start figuring out exactly what's going on. I have to go to work tomorrow b/c I'll have the morning off on Thursday for the next step of AJ's braces. I hurt and I'm miserable. The pain is unreal!

Regarding Sydney - we still know nothing! NOTHING! The agency was supposed to let Alan know about a conf call on Wed and still haven't. Their attitude is infuriating, and I still don't know if my fmom got Syd's package of clothing from the agency rep last week, HEAVEN FORBID I EMAIL THEM AND ASK!!! I've just had all I can stand. Someone, please, either shoot me or send me to GC to wait this thing out.

I've had it and I HATE who I have become. Who is this sad, miserable, hard-hearted, ****? I don't know this girl but she looks like me......