I'm trying sooooo hard to remain positive....
I really, really am!! But with every passing day it becomes more and more difficult. It's even more frustrating because of all the unrest with Guatemalan adoptions, harrassment of fostermom's, elections, etc. There's no way to know how long it'll really be before she comes home and I know I have no control over any of this at this point....
Ya'll know how hard that is for me! I am a planner. I don't like things out of order. I like to know what steps need to be followed and LOVE when it all happens just as I had hoped. Amazing that I have adopted TWICE isn't it! Anywho - please just say a prayer that I don't pull all my hair out while we wait and that I don't send Alan to the funny farm with all my stressing out!!! :-)
2 comments:
are you a list maker???/ I get the biggest satisfaction when I can cross something off the list....what doesn't get done today goes on tommorrows list...is that anal-retentive or just plain unorganized
seriously...you are right. You can do nothing but what you are already doing...it is in God's hands and on His schedule....we need to have faith but is hard not to ask WHY....from one of my favorite old negro gospel songs..."I don't feel no ways tired, gone too far from where I started from, nobody told me that the road would be easy, I don't believe He brought me this far just to leave me"
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